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Date: November 3, 2002
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Alan Jackson
A bigger star than ever -- thanks to his 9/11 anthem -- the easygoing
entertainer is up for a record 10 CMA Awards this week.
By Alanna Nash
"I was probably depressed about the tragedies, and then I was thinking
what I did for a living wasn't worth a lot. The song helped me deal with
that."
Ohio may have fought for the North, but the Cincinnati fans treat Alan Jackson -- a guitar-toting Georgia
gentleman -- like a native son. The capacity crowd loves the singer's
hard-country shuffles about pop-a-top woes and gentle jabs at Nashville's pop-obsessed music industry. But
it's the soothing songs about family, hometown pride and childhood rites of
passage that draw the biggest hoots and shouts.
Then Jackson, 6
feet 4 inches of loose-limbed, cowboy-booted charm, goes into "Where Were
You (When the World Stopped Turning)", his anthem to Sept. 11, 2001, and
the crowd is on its feet. The giant arena settles into a hush, pricked only by
the click of cigarette lighters lit in appreciation and the sound of Jackson's
soft singing. Here and there, men and women wipe away tears.
Jackson,
nominated for a record 10 Country Music Association Awards for 2002 (the
prestigious trophies will be handed out at 8 p.m. ET Wednesday on CBS), has
sold more than 39 million albums since his 1990 debut, "Here in the Real
World". The last of Nashville's
pure traditionalists, he has won a rabid following for songs that celebrate the
modest pleasures of life and for his conversational, yet eloquent, lyrics. More
than most of his Nashville contemporaries, Jackson, 44, has held to
a consistent level of musical excellence and thematic vision in his 13 years of
recording.
However, the No. 1 success of "Where Were You", which captures a
myriad of reactions to the terrorist attacks, has elevated Jackson to a new plateau of fame. People who
had never before listened to country music bought his 2.5 million-selling
"Drive" album and came home to the core values of God, country and
family that the genre has typically embraced.
"Alan epitomizes what country is all about," says Ed Benson,
executive director of the Country Music Association. "There's always a
concurrency of popularity of country music with difficult times, when people
look inward and try to find the connections to their pasts and friends and
family. That franchise is where our artists reside, and Alan has that
unpretentious image of the great cowboy heroes that Americans still admire. In
a world of superficiality, he stands as a shining example of the highest
qualities a person can [have]."
Such accolades embarrass the famously closed-mouthed star, who says
"ma'am," has trouble looking interviewers in the eye and feels
overwhelmed by the attention that accompanies his growing fame. "It's
crazy the way people perceive me and my music," he says in his Brentwood,
Tenn., office, clad in shorts and sneakers, a cap in place of his usual
Stetson. "I'm not any different, and I can't say anything more than the
song said: 'I'm just a singer of simple songs.' "
It was the image of another tall "singer of simple songs," the great
Hank Williams Sr., that inspired Jackson
to write and sing. Growing up in Newnan, Ga., the last of five children and the only boy, he saw
his professional destiny in a pair of movies about the doomed Alabama entertainer who died at 29 after
writing country's most influential catalogue. "I always felt this
connection with Hank," Jackson
recalls. "The way he grew up reminded me of my life, with Baptist hymns
and dirt in your yard instead of grass. I always felt I grew up under similar
conditions, with the whole rural Southern kind of family, but I had a lot nicer
life."
In 1985 -- already married to his high school sweetheart, Denise -- he moved to
Nashville. It
took him four years to get a record deal: One label told him he didn't have
star quality, and all agreed his midtempo meditations
on corn bread and chicken were too hick for Nashville amid the slick,
pop-dominated "urban cowboy" wave of the '80s.
"When he opens his mouth, only country music comes out," says his
longtime producer, Keith Stegall. "He's
outspoken about maintaining the integrity of the art form."
Jackson was
working in the mail room at a country music cable channel when Denise, then a
flight attendant, spotted Glen Campbell in an airport and approached him for
advice for her husband. Campbell steered Jackson to his Nashville
office, which eventually led to his becoming Arista
Records' first country act.
From the start, his songs revealed a fierce intelligence, often veiled in humor
("I like my sushi Southern fried"). The CMA's Benson calls the 9/11
anthem Dylanesque: "Like any other poet, Alan
creates levels of meaning within his songs, whether he understands he is doing
that or not."
Jackson
dismisses such complex interpretations, annoying his wife. "I get
frustrated with him, because he almost enjoys portraying himself as this
country boy who just stumbled into his success," Denise says. "People
think he's so laid-back, but he has such a keen mind, and those little wheels
are just going continuously."
When pressed, he confesses: "My dialect and voice make people think I'm
more laid-back than I am. I'm probably a good actor when I look calm, because
I've always been anxious going onstage."
Of course, self-deprecation is a time-honored Nashville
trait, but Jackson has more grounding
influences: his late father, a mechanic with a quiet demeanor and droll sense
of humor, and Andy Griffith's beloved Sheriff Andy Taylor, the rube with the
steel-trap mind who presided over the fictional town of Mayberry. To Jackson, who sometimes wears a
Mayberry shirt, they're almost one and the same. "I like old Andy,"
he says, a grin crawling across his face. "He always reminded me of my
daddy, and even sort of looked like him." Gene Jackson's death two years
ago showed his son "how valuable it is to be a decent person," and Jackson dedicated his
song "Drive" to his father.
It was partly that sense of decency that propelled Jackson to get out of bed in
the middle of the night and sing the first lines of a song about 9/11 into a
tape recorder. He finished "Where Were You" the next morning.
"God wrote it," he says, paraphrasing his muse Hank Williams. "I
just held the pencil."
Long haunted by guilt that his is "not a real job," Jackson
found the deaths of the firefighters at the World Trade
Center "made it even
worse, like, 'What am I doing here, just writing and
singing songs?' I was probably clinically depressed about the tragedies, and
then I was thinking what I did for a living wasn't worth a whole lot. The song
helped me deal with that, made me feel like what I do does make a difference
sometimes." He refuses to exploit the song for other purposes. "To
me," he explains, "music is more of an entertainment than a medium
[for political messages]."
Others see it as more. "Where Were You",
with its dignified lullaby cadence, has helped people heal, as Jackson's fan mail reveals. "I've had a
hard time dealing with the aftereffects of that day," wrote a man with
survivor guilt who worked in the World
Trade Center
and watched the towers come down from the Staten Island Ferry. "No tribute
has meant more to me than your song." A fan who works at the Pentagon
thanked Jackson
"for the reminder of what the greatest things are in all of our
lives."
The singer himself has worked hard to get those priorities straight, after
constantly being on the road when the eldest of his three young daughters was a
toddler. He and Denise split up for five months when their marriage hit a rough
spot in 1998. "The real love was there," he has said. "It just
got lost along the way."
Jackson finds
no contradiction in being both a family man and a star, even a sex symbol to
some fans: "They don't know the real me, do they? It's amusing to me when
I go out [onstage] and there's girls down there, some
probably young enough to be my daughters, and then I walk back to the bus and
put on my pajamas and sit on the sofa. I wouldn't be that attractive to people
if I wasn't a celebrity. I'm not really into all of that star stuff."
In fact, he hardly keeps up with the music business anymore, preferring to stay
home with his daughters. "I don't know what I'd do with the rest of my
life if I didn't have that family," Jackson
says. "Being a good husband, a good father, and just living by basic
morals, being honest and fair and considerate, well, I've just learned that
that's important. That's what matters most of all."
Alanna Nash, who writes frequently on the Nashville scene, is the
author of a biography of Col. Tom Parker, due next spring.
"God wrote it," Jackson
says of Where Were You (When the World Stopped Turning). "I just held the
pencil."
Photos by Tony Baker (www.tonybaker.com) for USA WEEKEND